I cried out for HELP and you HEALED me!: My Living 'Feast' Testimony

In the past weeks, sobra akong stressed. Paano ba naman, quiz dito, quiz dyan, assignment dito, assignment dyan, mabababang grades, medyo bigo ako kay Crush, kabilaang gawain sa Service ko sa YFC, sermon ng mga tao...SOBRANG STRESSED ako to the point na nawala na ang tiwala ko sa sarili ko at nanghina na ang kaluluwa ko. Yung tipong kaunting problema lang, big deal na sa akin. This happened to me for the past 4 weeks...STRAIGHT! Ang hirap lang makapag cope up. Pagod na pagod na talaga ako. I really don't know what to do. So, I didn't just prayed, I CRIED for HELP to my CHAMPION PARTNER, GOD. Sabi ko, Lord, bless me and help me. I really don't know what to do. Please. Pero mukhang walang naririnig si GOD kasi patuloy na lumalala ang sitwasyon. Nag announce ang HALOS LAHAT ng Professors ko na may QUIZ kami next week...araw-araw, lalo ko pang nafefeel na AKO lang ang nagkakagusto kay Crush (tila one-sided or one way lang)...basta SOBRANG DAMI ng problema...

Dumating sa point na umiiyak na ako kasi it seems na no response si GOD. I decided to attend The Feast Manila. At sabi ko "Lord, please use this time to talk to me. I will open my heart so that I could heart your WORD to me." and the MIRACLE HAPPENED...

While waiting for the communion line to finish, I browse my Feast Bulletin. Well, wala kasi akong magawa noon but then THESE WORDS on the Bulletin STRIKED ME: 

"...The next time you are feeling down, don't worry and don't fret. Give thanks and keep holding on to God's promise of abundant blessings. After all, His promise is that ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR THOSE WHO LOVE HIM." (Cows in the Sky by Jaica)

SOBRANG narealized ko na sinagot ni God lahat ng prayers ko. I believe He is telling me, "My son, fear no more. I am with you always and don't worry about your problems. Just lift it up to Me and everything will be alright. I PROMISE."

Edi tuwang tuwa na ako pero hindi pa pala doon natatapos ang BLESSINGS sakin ni God...

On my way home, I decided to take LRT para kako mabilis pero what I saw after buying the ticket are a great number of crowd waiting for the train to come. Sobrang dami feeling ko, mga 9 na ako makaka uwi but thank God, after some minutes, A train arrived and take note, WALANG LAMAN! Sobrang blessed talaga ako at nakaupo pa ako. And di lang iyon. While the train is at Bambang Station, pagkabukas ng pinto, I heard a LOUD EXPLOSION like of a Gunfire (pero di ako sure kung gunfire nga iyon pero isa lang sigurado ko, may malakas na pagsabog). Naisip ko, what if I took Jeepney on my way home, baka napahamak ako. Maybe GOD planned na sumakay ako ng LRT para ligtas akong makauwi. ANG SAYA LANG! 

Ngayon, masasabi kong mas malakas na ako unlike before. Masasabi ko na mas kaya ko nang harapin ang mga problema sa tulong ni GOD.

(I Stand! I Live! I Testify!)