The Feast PICC Second Year Anniversary

Last Sunday, May 27, 2012, I had the Feast PICC alone. Well, even though I'm alone I feel that the opposite. Pano ba naman, kahit na strangers yung mga tao paligid mo, yayakapin ka, kakausapin ka, aakbayan ka...San ka nakakita ng ganung lugar? Sabi nga ng ibang The Feast Attendees..."The Feast PICC is one of the HAPPIEST PLACES on EARTH" At totoo nga :)

Noong Sunday din na iyon...nameet ko si Brother BO SANCHEZ UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL! Ang saya ko lang ng araw na iyon. Nakamayan ko na, nagpa-authograph na, nagpapicture pa. Saan ka pa? Sobrang saya lang na makilala ang tinatawag ko na "The Person that Inspired Thousands of People through the Word of God" (Well, hindi lang siya ang applicable sa title na ito)

Ito ay ilan sa mga larawan na aking nakunan noong araw na iyon: (Sorry for the low quality photos. walang flash yung camera ko eh :P)

Ok na sana eh, ang pangit lang ng muka ko :))) Anyways,
 masaya padin akong makilala si Bro. Bo Sanchez :)

Libro na pinapirmahan ko kay Bro. Bo. Sobrang ganda ng
book na ito! Kaka-inspire and you will learn a lot :)

Random Thoughts #10

Sabi nga nila, bakit pa maghahanap kung ang hinahanap mo ay nasa paligid/ tabi mo lang...

BAKIT ka pa kasi Naghahanap ng iba, Eh andito naman ako. Di mo na naman kailangan mapapagod sa kakahanap...Lumingon ka lang, makikita mo rin ang tunay na nagmamahal sa iyo...Di mo na kailangan lumuha sa tuwing sinasaktan ka nila kasi...heto ako, nagmamahal ng totoo...sigh...(mapapansin mo kaya ako?)

Tragic Experience: Part Three

Yung feeling na NASASAKTAN KA sa pero Hindi naman KAYO...
yung feeling na WALA ka ng PAG-ASA...

Random Thoughts #9

I-expect mo, when you'll serve Him, makakaexperience ka ng napakaraming SAKIT, KABIGUAN, at PAGKADAPA. Bakit? Well that's a Test kung gaano ka ka Faithful sa Kanya. Pero no need to worry, di naman magbibigay ng Problem si Lord God na di natin kaya eh. Magtiwala lang tayo. Di Niya tayo papabayaan. :)

" He says, “Be still, and know that I am God; 

I will be exalted among the nations,

I will be exalted in the earth.”

The Lord Almighty is with us;

the God of Jacob is our fortress. "

                                           -Psalm 46:10-11

Random Thoughts #8

Ayaw ko nang magkaroon ng ika-7 na Kabanata ng Kasawian

Songs and Lyrics that changed my Life: Part Nine

When You Believe 

Edmonds, Kenneth, Schwartz, Stephen

Many nights we pray

With no proof anyone could hear

And our hearts a hopeful song

We barely understand

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there's much to fear

We were moving mountains long

Before we know we could

Oh yes, there can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracle

You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

In this time of fear

When prayer so often proves in vain

Hope seems like the summer birds

Too swiftly flown away

And now I am standing here

My heart's so full, I can't explain

Seeking faith and speaking words

I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask

And it's easy to give in to your fear, ohh

But when you're blinded by your pain

Can't see your way safe through the rain

Thought of a still resilient voice

Says love is very near

There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will, how you will

You will when you believe

You will when you believe

Just believe

You will when you believe

Just believe

You will when you believe

Best Relationship Ever!

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Songs and Lyrics that changed my Life: Part Eight

King (His Love)

Liveloud

My heart sings to You Lord a brand

new song with each day shouts the glory                           

of what You've done

My heart will sing

My life once lost now in You I'm

found I'm lifted by Your cross and the

heavens shout 

Our God is King

And as the nations sing

The glory of Jesus 

Our King above all kings(2x)

So come on, come on sing out His praise 

Forget what lies behind You

Our God has won the race 

Let Your glory shine on our face 

So sing out, sing out

Shout out His love 

For our God has won with His love 

His love

The world will hold fast              

It will never be moved 

For our hope is in You

Your people will stand

Waiting for the promise that is You

Songs and Lyrics that changed my Life: Part Seven

One Day

Hillsong United

More than I could hope or dream of

You have poured Your favour on me

One day in the house of God is

Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed, I can't contain it...

So much, I've got to give it away,

Your love taught me to live now...

You are more than enough for me.

Lord, You're more than enough for me

Lord, You're more than enough for me

Proper Discernment

Bilang isang mag-aaral, sumasali ako sa mga organizations sa School. Nandito ang CFC-Youth for Christ, Computer Science Society, at Thomasian Engineer (official publication of The Faculty of Engineering of UST). Well, bakit? I see them as a help in my whole self. 

Pero ngayon...hindi ko alam kung makakaya ko pa. Bakit? Here's why...

Mula nung nag start ako umatend ng The Feast PICC at The Feast Manila, sobra akong nagenjoy. I see serving God and His Flock as a happy activity. At mukhang gusto kong magserve or sumali sa isa sa mga Caring group nila. Pero hindi ko alam kung kakayanin ko...kasi Ang college life ay hindi biro.

Medyo nafefeel kong bitawan ang isa kong Org...Sobrang SAYA lang kasi magserve kay Lord God. Kasi nung nag start ako mag serve sa YFC, wala akong ineexpect in return. Pramis! Pero Amazing lang talaga ni God! Ang dami Niyang gifts na binigay sakin. Good Grades, Best Set of Friends, ANG DAMI TALAGA! Sobrang binigyan lang ako ni God ng FUN, FRIENDSHIP, FREEDOM, FAITH! And I feel That I want to Give back the Glory to Him by serving. Oo, nakakapagod pero ANG SAYA KASI eh. Kahit anong gawin mo, basta In HIS name, Hindi ka Niya papabayaan.

Ngayon, kailangan ko talagang i-discern ng mabuti if I would give up one (or maybe two) of my orgs and Join a new Community and Family wherein I will always be Physically Restless but my Heart will allways Rejoice dahil nakapagserve ako kay Lord....

Isipan o nararamdaman?

Sa panahon ngayon, sobrang hindi ko na alam ang uunahin ko...ang isipan ba o ang nararamdaman.

In the past experiences, lagi kong nauuna ang nararamdaman kaysa sa binubulong ng isipan...at anong resulta? SAKIT.

Ngayon, gusto ko ng unahin ang isipan ko. As in! Medyo di pa kasi ako handang masaktan eh. Sabi nga nila..."kapag iibig ka, dapat handa kang masaktan". Well totoo to. Pano ko nasabi? Eh sumubok akong magmahal at ang resulta...nasaktan ako. Na experience ko na ito at hindi biro ang masaktan.

Well, baka sabihin nyo na masasaktan ka lang kapag hindi mutual ang feelings nyo. Well, MALI! Mutual man o hindi, masasaktan ka at masasaktan. I tell you. Minsan na din akong nagkagusto sa isang taong hindi ako gusto at gusto din ako. And result, since ginamit ko ang puso ko, sa pareho ako nasaktan. (You would know how by reading my previous blog posts)

Medyo ngayon ko pa lang mararanasan gamitin ang utak ko. Well, sabi nga nila na walang masama subukan. At malalaman ko na kung ano ang pakiramdam unahin ang utak kaysa sa puso...

Songs and Lyrics that changed my Life: Part Six

Better Than I

David Campbell

I thought I did was right

I thought I had the answer

I thought I chose the surest road

But that road brought me here 

So I put up a fight

And told You how to help me

And just when I had given up

The truth is coming clear

You know better than I

You know the way

I've let go the need to know why

Cause You know better than I

If this has been a test

I cannot see the reason

But maybe knowing, I don't know

Is part of getting through

I try to do what's best

Find faith has made it easy

To see the best thing I can do

Is put my trust in You

You know better than I

You know the way

I've let go the need to know why

Cause You know better than I

I saw one cloud, and thought it was the sky

I saw a bird and thought that I could follow

But it was You who taught that bird to fly

If I let you reach me,

Will you teach me?

For...You know better than I

You know..the way

I've let go the need to know why

I'll take what answers You supply

Cause you know better than I....

Nalilito at nababaliw...

Sa mga panahon ngayon, sobrang nababagabag at nalilito na ako. May isang bagay kasi ang gumugulo sa aking isipan...at maging sa aking puso...

Hindi ko na kasi alam kung itutuloy ko ba...kasi...

- Oo...matagal mo nang gusto...pero matagal mo na din pinipigilan

- Oo...tingin mo MALAKI ang pag-asa mo sa kanya...pero tingin mo din na WALA ka talagang pag-asa sa kanya.

- Oo...medyo kilala nyo na ang isa't-isa...pero medyo hindi ka sigurado kung kilala mo na nga siya ng lubusan.

- Oo...lagi kayong magkasama...pero hindi mo sigurado kung hanggang katapusan, lalo na kung nalaman niya, magkasama parin kayo.

- Oo...tingin mo, nahuhulog ka na sa kanya...pero tingin mo ba at sigurado ka bang nahuhulog din siya para sa iyo?

- Oo...gusto mong subukan...pero natatakot ka na baka hindi niya pakinggan.

- Oo...tanggap ka niya kung sino ka...pero matatanggap ka pa kaya niya at ng mga tao sa paligid niya kung sasabihin mo ang nararamdaman mo?

- Oo...gusto mo magkaroon ng lugar sa puso niya...pero baka magkaroon ng malaking pagitan sa inyong dalawa.

- Sasabihin ba o...pipigilan na lang?

- PUSO ba ang siyang pakikinggan...o susundin ang siyang dinidikta ng ISIPAN?

Sobrang hirap. Hindi ko alam kung mahahantong ito sa Ika-7 Kabanata ng masasakit na karanasan o magiging kaisa-isang Kabanata ng isang Perpektong kwento na isinulat Niya para sa iyo. Hindi ko alam kung siya na ba o sadyang nalilito lang ang puso kong hindi marunong magisip.

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Kaibigan lang...

Kaibigan lang...Iyan ang naranasan at nararanasan ko sa tuwing papasok ako sa panibagong Kabanata...sigh...at tila naging salamin ang video na ito dahil kitang kita ko ang sarili ko dito. As in, sobrang kitang kita ko kasi lahat ng nandito, naranasan ko...at ngayon...dahil sa video na ito...nalaman ko kung ano ba talaga ako sa kanila...sa mga nakaraan kong kabanata...Kaibigan/ PANAKIP BUTAS na PINAGANDA KO LANG. ANG SAKIT! <///3 ANG TANGA TANGA KO TALAGA!!! SOBRANG TANGA at ngayon ko lang nakita ang sarili ko bilang CORK...sa ibang salita...PANAKIP-BUTAS.

Salamat sa video na ito. Madami akong natutunan...

"Minsan kasi sa sobrang pagiging malapit natin sa isang tao nahihirapan tayong iwasang mahulog ang loob natin sa kanila, nga lang kung minsan napapaisip rin ako kung intensyon nga lang ba talaga ng iba na maging malambing o magparamdam ang pagpapahalaga o sabihin na nating mag paasa. Hindi mo rin kasi maintindihan ang takbo ng isip ng mga tao minsan. pero para sakin kung ayaw mo maging kasapi sa mga taong nasa friendzone. Wag kang mag assume at magbigay ng motibo sa mga ginagawa sayo ng isang tao. diyan kasi nagsisimula ang pagasa mo na may Hihigit pa at hindi lang hangang kaibigan ang turing niya sayo."

- RogerRaker 

Credits to RogerRaker

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