Because I'm feeling down and depressed today, I asked myself these questions: (And my perceived answers)
Does any person that I've met in the past has given me COMPLETE WORTH and SIGNIFICANCE especially those CLOSEST to MY HEART and LIFE?
(In my own opinion, NO! Why? Because, whenever I need them, to listen to me, to comfort me, they are "missing in action". They have been preoccupied with their own happiness. Of course, I admit that sometimes I'm also preoccupied with my own happiness whenever they ask for help but I'm trying my best to make it up to them. Another reason is that, MADALAS AKONG na ta-TALK SHIT. In other words, most of the time, people take me for granted.)
Am I ALONE?
(I feel that, indeed, I am ALONE. Though I have many friends, I still feel emptiness in my heart. I feel that no matter how many people I came across with, it seems that I'm taking this journey of life alone. Sino nga ba kasi ako sa buhay nila na para samahan ako or tulungan ako? Anyways, I remember, PEOPLE COME AND GO. Ni minsan na nga lang ako tumawa at sumaya ng wagas eh.)
What is the REASON of my EXISTENCE?
(I don't know. Why? Because I feel that no one has given any meaning to my life.)
For now, I AM BROKEN and SHATTERED. READY to GIVE UP and ACCEPT DEFEAT.
I know GOD is always there for me, loving me, and caring for me but that won't materialize if no one would be the JESUS in my life. I LONG for that PERSON who would always be there for me...
Sa lahat ng makakabasa nito na tingin mali ang mga sagot at persepsyon ko sa buhay, PLEASE, tell me. Talk to me. I JUST NEED A FRIEND to WHOM I COULD TALK TO. Sobrang kalungkutan na ito at hindi ko na to kinakayang mag-isa.
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