Kaninang umaga, kasama ko ang isa kong friend papasok ng school. Nung nakarationg na kami sa Espanya Blvd., Nakita namin ung taong "special" sakin. Bumaba kami ng friend ko sa sinasakyan namin. And what happens next is nagkulitan kami nung special na tao sakin...nakalimutan ko na ung kasama kong friend papasok. After some time, nagkaroon na kami ng serious talk ng special friend na yoon. At ako naman, todo effort para pagaanin yung dinadala niya. At after some time, picture perfect na uli :">...and then...
NAGISING AKO!!! Panaginip lang pala! Akala ko tooo. As in parang too lahat ng mga pangyayari!
Natatandaan ko yung sinabi sakin ng Psychology professor ko (na Idol ko din) na kaya natin napapanaginipan yung mga ganung bagay ay dahil we desire na mangyari iyon sa totoong buhay at dahil parang imposible mangyari iyon sa toong buhay, our mind's last resort is to make a dream. At sabi niya, kung gusto ko daw magkatotoo iyon, I must do something about it. Pero...
I feel na may "curse" sakin. Because whenever na napapanaginipan ko ang mga masasayang bagay, yung tragic counterpart noon ang nagyayari...HINDI ko na talaga alam ang gagawin :(
Don't you think that you are getting a little bit to hard on yourself on love? Every single time that you would decide to confess your feelings or not, you would often think that you have this "curse" that it wouldn't work out after you've done your confessions. Try not to refer to your past experiences about this, every new love story is tailor made. . .every new experience is tailor made. Hindi porket nangyari sa'yo nung una, eh it would be just the same the other way around. Ibang tao na yung pinag-uusapan, she might not reject you about this.
ReplyDeleteGO ON! :) take your chances..
There's power in words, Theo. Don't ever say na may curse sa iyo. If you tell yourself na may curse ka, I tell you meron talaga. Don't ever do it again.
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